Life is too short to waste on procrastination.

Classic cop out answer.

Actually wanted to.

But was too lazy and shy.

 

Blame it to the moon, the green and to the letters.

 

Blame it on elsewhere, on chance and destiny.

 

I won’t

 

I can’t move on just yet.

 

Not yet.

 

 

I woke up this morning with this thought - Reyan (one of my co-apprentices in Sycip law) taking pictures of Conference Room B (the HQ of apprentices).

I remember him saying that he'll miss the room.

Mich (my other co-apprentice) assured him that we'll still see each other.

But he said, it will still be different. Those moments we had in that room were wonderful.

I feel so sad this whole day thinking that on Monday when I attend the internship they will no longer be there. - Mich, Joyce, Dianne, Jed and Reyan.

It's comforting though that Carla is arriving and Byron (my hero) will be staying with me until the end of May.

I like the newbies but the original group is superb.

I am going to miss you guys! I hate thinking about the happy times we had together. The team work, the jokes, the singing. I feel even sadder.

I hope we remain friends. I wish three years from now we can visit Conference Room and see each other in a different capacity (Mich! hehe)

She asked him to wait.

And he waited.

After four years..

He waited still.

"Are you tired?", she said.

"No", he answered. "Im just scared".

"Scared of what?"

"Scared that one day I will wake up and totally forget what I'm waiting for."

    First time kitang nakatabing gising. Ang pangit pala ng pakiramdam.

 

    Buong highschool once lang kita nakatabi, tulog ka pa. Alalang alala ko pa yun. Gray ang rubber shoes mo nun. Yun lang ang natitigan ko sa sobrang conscious. Sobrang saya ko nun. Parang ang mga sandaling ganun nakukuha mo lang kapag napili ang sulat mo sa “Wish ko lang.” hehe..

 

    Kanina iba, kasi gising ka. Ngayon alam ko na ang ibig sabihin ng ackward. Ang pangit ng pakiramdam. Hindi masaya.

 

    Sana tulog ka na lang. Kitang kita ko pa naman yung reflection mo sa salamin ni manong driver. Di sana kung tulog ka, walang takot kitang natitigan at nasubukan tunawin.

 

    Sana naging kaibigan kita. Pakiramdam ko kasi magiging magkasundo tayo e. Pati tipid sa transpo, kasi kapitbahay lang kita. Pag gusto ko ng kasama magaral, hahatakin lang kita.

 

    Nakakamiss ka din pala. Nakakamiss yung mga panahon na ang pagibig ay parang fairy tale pa. Nakakamiss talaga. Ang pagkamasunget mo lang hindi ko namiss. Hindi bagay sayo.