I can't believe I like this read.. I saw it in friendster. I don't know who wrote it but then again, love amazed me on how it can unite people, on how it can break barriers, on how it can erase differences. Experiences of hurt and of passion makes all of us the same - vunerable when it comes to the person we love

I'm not in love. On the contrary, I miss love and loving.

Through the hectic week, I have been planing to write an update. There are lots of happenings this summer that I could have written about. My new found friends, my work, my deadly activities and my new found hobby.. But writing still boils down to you. I hate it, but it does. It always does.

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Soulmate


She's the one you call when you're bored
because she makes you laugh. She's the one you
talk to when you're feeling down because she's
willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the
one you call when you need a date to your
company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with
on a Saturday night. She's the one you spend time
with between girlfriends, before you find "The One".
You know, the one who you keep around in the
meantime.

She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you
don't look at her as a "real" woman, either. She's
not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough
to be seen in that light. She's too laid-back, too
easily amused by the same things your male
buddies are amused by. She's too understanding,
too comfortable - she doesn't make you feel
nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does.
But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive
enough that when you're lonely or horny and need
intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine.
You don't have to wine and dine her because she
knows the real you already, and you don't have
any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve.

You're not trying to get anything of substance out
of her. She's not easy, but you know that she
cares about you and is attracted to you, and that
she'll give you the intimacy you need. And you
know you don't have to explain yourself or the
situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact
that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or
that
there's any possibility that you have any real
romantic feelings for her. It won't bother her that
you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say
goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've
been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed
to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug
and a promise to call her and tell her how the date
went. She's just so cool... why can't all women
be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which
you probably don't because to you, the situation
between the two of you isn't important enough to
merit any real thought), you know that it's really not
fair. You know that although she would never say
it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good
points and all the fun you two have, you don't think
she's good enough to spend any real time with.
Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't
have to give in to your needs - she could play the
hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she
really wanted to. But you and she both know that
she probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too
short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark
on her forehead, or works at Jollibee. Whatever
the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of
really great qualities but has left out the ones that
men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she
remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast
companion, the secret lover, and you go on
searching for your goddess who will somehow be
everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You'll joke to her that she should be the best man
at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke
about a smelly rental barong.

She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or
open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in
with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't want to be
the center of attention and turn the heads of
everyone in the room. But she wants to turn
someone's head. She wants to be special to
someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she
probably has a bigger and better heart than any
woman you've ever known because she's had a
front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and
she likes you anyway. She obviously sees
something worthwhile and redeeming in you
because although you've given her nothing,
absolutely there's no reason for her to be
with you butshe still is.

Think about it.....


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